I've been contemplating writing this for awhile now. I must admit...this kinda thing makes me nervous. This is not my comfort zone, people. To be real, honest and open. To not have a care as to what people might think or how they might judge. A few of you know that for the last week or so I have not slept very much. It's almost as though I have this weird sort of insomnia. I knew (know) better. The Holy Spirit has been wrestling with me for some time.

Let me explain:

I've asked some close family and friends to begin praying for me. I am embarking on a new journey. This journey is not going to be easy. God is calling me to step out of my comforts and live a life of discipline. This is something He is asking me to do in all areas of my life (spiritually, emotionally physically...). You see I am expectantly waiting for new doors to be opened in my life. I know that God is preparing me to be ready for His service. I am in constant awe of my loving and gracious God. I finally think that I am learning to accept His offering of love and grace. I have a long way to go.

I am so excited for this new journey. If you feel led...please keep me in your prayers.

So to all my friends on myspace...it's been fun. I'm not leaving for good. Just need a break. Leave me a note. Feel free to share!

Much love and blessings!
kelli